Saturday, April 01, 2006

Bonnie's Plea

The following is an edited version of an e-mail I just received from Bonnie. As you see, even when she’s not writing, she’s writing. She says she will be back here around mid-week.

My Sweetest Love,

I feel so many conflicting emotions this evening. I’m happy, and yet somehow wanting. I’m fulfilled, but again needful. I’m refreshed, even as I am exhausted.

A good submissive does not dwell upon her own requirements. But alas, I am not a good submissive tonight for I am needy. I long to be with you. If that is wrong, then I am wrong. Even more, I desire your rough touch.

As much as I want to enjoy this special time with R and little Emily, my place is beneath you. I understand my duties here and I will, of course, discharge them to the best of my ability. All the while, my mind and my spirit are back at home with you.

Forgive me. I am very tired. But this I must share.

If a picture is worth a thousand words, then your kiss is worth a thousand pictures. It silently tells me everything I need to know. When you take me in your strong arms, I trust you in all ways to the very core of my being. That deep connection is absent from my life tonight. We’ve talked several times on the telephone today, but it’s not the same.

I crave the gentle friction of skin against skin as your two hands caress my breasts. I seek the bittersweet joy of a pinched nipple. I want to feel your scratchy face against my belly. I miss the breathtaking lap of your tongue. I yearn for that first abrupt smack when your stiff palm impacts upon the taut skin of my bottom.

I want you please, my dear husband, to spank me. Hard. Again and again. Blow after fiery blow until I no longer know or care about beginning or end. Please make it hurt. Make me feel alive and real again. Leave a mark. Beat me soundly with your love.

Tie me up or tie me down, if that is your will. Spread me. Penetrate me. Make me dirty. Wash me clean. Use me as your toy. Allow me to service you. Make my dreams as you live your own.

Make tender love to me. Fuck me long, hard, and deep. Join with me in every way. Make me scream your name.

..And when you’re finished, please put me to bed.

Your Bon

Is that cool or what? Even dead tired, the lady's thinking about kinky sex! Bon didn’t tell me to post this, but she didn’t ask me not to either.

Thanks everyone for your well wishes. We appreciate your thoughtfulness!
R


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10 comments :

A Nawty Mouz said...

Randy, Awesome! One of "her" best posts and it wasn't even written for "us". Thank you for sharing it with us. Such love and desire, you couldn't spoil her enough by giving her everything she desires. I dare say that you will be rewarded immensely for your attention to her needs.

rivka said...

A post like that isn't one often seen here...and for that, I was quite amazed and incredibly excited to see into a bit of your hearts... thank you so much for sharing!!

SpankedMinx said...

Wow Randy as above , thanks for sharing!

Hugggggs



Minx

SmartNnaughty said...

Yes, it is very cool! Glad you shared it.

Anonymous said...

It is definitely cool, and H-O-T at the same time!!! *grin*

*hugs*
Tigger

Anonymous said...

I can only add, Randy, you're one hell of a lucky man
Paul.

Mark said...

Thank you for sharing that Randy. That was a sweet email. Glad things are all going well!

Anonymous said...

This is the first time I have ever commented on a post, but feel compelled to say:
Is it possible you crawled inside my own head when you wrote this email, Bonnie?
Well, you wrote it more eloquently than I ever could have. Thank you.

~ Storm said...

Mmmmmmmm, just lovely.

Bonnie said...

Everyone - Thanks, I guess. I didn't realize that Randy was going to publish this very sleepy treatise as is. I probably would have used it eventually, but in a more polished form. What you see is the real ragged edge. I was tired times ten and missing my man. I guess that's the only explanation I have.

In any case, I'm glad you enjoyed my message.

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